The Black Silence

If I were to gouge out this pain, would I be able to accept that itโ€™s over?The paradise I only got to step in onceโ€ฆ What did I do for it to be stolen from me so ruthlessly?Thats what really scares me, โ˜โ˜โ˜โ˜โ˜โ˜โ˜โ˜.